佚名/Anonyo
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Uandthesewwordsbeforeyoulistentothisarticle.
1.ignn?:]v.不顾,不理会;忽视
2.exude[igzju:d]v.使渗出;发散(气味等)
3.ysterio[isti?ri?s]adj.神秘的;不可思议的
4.surgeon[s?:d??n]n.外科医生
5.psyche[saiki]n.灵魂;精神
6.acquatance[?kwet?ns]n.相识的人,熟人
7.nfed[k?nfju:zd]adj.困惑的,惶惑的
IawritgthisthedaybeforeIknowyfate—thedaybeforeIknowtheaowhatwillhappenylife.IawritgthiswithydsetthatIwillcarryonandnotletlifepassby.IadeteredthatIwillseetheworldeveryaspectthataybepossiblefor.IasurethatIwillbeesothg,eveniftheenvelopethatcarriesylifesideitgivesbadnews.Iwillnotlistentothosewhosistthatauydegreeistileonlywayyouwillfdaansoflivgthesedays.IwillighosewhotellthatIaadrearwithoutadrea.IwilltellyselfthatalthoughIaynotbeaeptedtollege,Ihaveseenthenorthernlightscurtatheselvesfrontof.IhavetastedtheeParisandswuAtntidPacificOs.IhavebeentoanIrishpub,andIhavewatchedthesunrisefrotheRoanForu.IhaveclibedtheSwissAlpsanduhestarstheskyuntilIuldseenoore.
Ihaveexperiencedwhatitisliketolive,andIwilltellyselfthatevenifthatenvelopeissallandexudesreje,thepersonthattheyhaverejectedwillcarryonandgoontoseeoreountasandswiorewatersandkeeponuntgthestars,becaesowhereitiswrittenthatItoliveylifethewayIknowhowto.
TheenvelopethatwillreachyailboxtoorrowwillbrganahatIareadytobearwithurageandself-respect.Iwillnotcry,uheybetearsofjoyforbiddggood-byetoychildhoodandwelganewlife—ohatisysterioandunknown.Ohatwillteachtogrowanduandwhythgsarethewaytheyare.Ohatwillfilteroutallyregretsayself-worthultiply.
Iwillbestrongybattleandnotletlittlethgsbrgdown.Iwilltellyselfthatitisokaytobescatterbraedonceawhileandthatsotisthekdnessyoushowwillbayourfaults.IwillknowthatIaagoodpersonandthatbegsartdoesn’tnecessarilyanthat
youareaeptedtollege.IknowwhoIaandtherearebrasurgeonswhowouldbechallengedsthroughyulti-facetedpsyche.
IawritgthisthedaybeforeIknowyfate—thedaybeforeIknowtheaowhatwillhappenylife.IawritgthiswithydsetthatIwillcarryonandnotletlifepassby.IadeteredthatIwillseetheworldeveryaspectthataybepossiblefor.IasurethatIwillbeesothg,eveniftheenvelopethatcarriesylifesideitgivesbadnews.Iwillnotlistentothosewhosistthatauydegreeistileonlywayyouwillfdaansoflivgthesedays.IwillighosewhotellthatIaadrearwithoutadrea.IwilltellyselfthatalthoughIaynotbeaeptedtollege,Ihaveseenthenorthernlightscurtatheselvesfrontof.IhavetastedtheeParisandswuAtntidPacificOs.IhavebeentoanIrishpub,andIhavewatchedthesunrisefrotheRoanForu.IhaveclibedtheSwissAlpsanduhestarstheskyuntilIuldseenoore.
Ihaveexperiencedwhatitisliketolive,andIwilltellyselfthatevenifthatenvelopeissallandexudesreje,thepersonthattheyhaverejectedwillcarryonandgoontoseeoreountasandswiorewatersandkeeponuntgthestars,becaesowhereitiswrittenthatItoliveylifethewayIknowhowto.
TheenvelopethatwillreachyailboxtoorrowwillbrganahatIareadytobearwithurageandself-respect.Iwillnotcry,uheybetearsofjoyforbiddggood-byetoychildhoodandwelganewlife—ohatisysterioandunknown.Ohatwillteachtogrowanduandwhythgsarethewaytheyare.Ohatwillfilteroutallyregretsayself-worthultiply.
Iwillbestrongybattleandnotletlittlethgsbrgdown.Iwilltellyselfthatitisokaytobescatterbraedonceawhileandthatsotisthekdnessyoushowwillbayourfaults.IwillknowthatIaagoodpersonandthatbegsartdoesn’tnecessarilyanthatyouareaeptedtollege.IknowwhoIaandtherearebrasurgeonswhowouldbechallengedsthroughyulti-facetedpsyche.
Iadepebynatureandaproudwoan.IaeptwhoIa.AndwhetherornotIaaeptedtollege,Iwillbetruetoyselfandtoothersaround.Iwilllearntocarryonwitheverygood-byeIsayatschoolthisweek.Iwillreberyfriendsandacquatancesandidols,andIwillwishthethebestofcklife.
Theenvelopethathasyettoreachyhoewillnotbealetter,butratheradecisionthatIwillakewithylife.Ianfed,asareostpeopleyagearoundthistibutIwillnotlookback.Iwillonlylookforwardtoorrowandgreeteachday,whereverIawithasile.
写这篇文章的那天，是我知道自己命运的前一天，也是我知道自己的生活中将会发生什么的前一天。我全神贯注地写这篇文章，相信自己会继续前进，不会被生活抛弃。我决定尽自己一切可能去了解世界的每一方面。我坚信自己会有所成就，尽管那封信给我带来了坏消息，它承载着我的命运。
我将永不听信那些人的话，他们坚持认为这个时代唯一的谋生手段属于有大学学位的人，那些说我是一个没有理想的空想家的人，我也将毫不理睬。我告诉自己，尽管大学可能没有录取我，可我曾见过北极光，它们在我面前幕布般展开；我曾品尝过巴黎的美酒，畅游过大西洋和太平洋；我曾去过爱尔兰的酒馆，在古罗马城镇广场欣赏过日出；我也曾爬过瑞士的阿
尔卑斯山，数过天上所有能看见的星星。
我体验了自己喜欢的生活，我会告诉自己，即使那个小信封承载的全是拒绝，这个被拒绝的人也会继续前进，去看更多的山脉，去游遍更多的河流，并继续数星星，因为命中注定，我必须过属于自己的生活，而且我也知道怎么去过自己的生活。
明天，我的邮箱里会有一封信，它会带来一个答案，我已经准备好用勇气和自尊来承受。我不会哭，除非是喜悦的泪水，因为我告别了童年，迎来了新的生活——一份神秘和未知的生活。它将教导我成长，让我懂得事物的生存之道。它将会过滤我所有的遗憾，成倍增加我的个人价值。